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"R-Rin…I want to ask you something…"
"Eh? Well what is it??"
"I…er…was wanting to know if you'd go on a date with me….um…if you'd like that is."

It's been exactly one year since Len had asked me that question. And here I am waiting for him to get his act together and meet me for our anniversary dinner.
I knew he would do this- he's always late for our normal dates- but for some reason I can't help but feel let down.
To think he would change for me… Of course I can't stay mad at him for too long.
Is it possible that this is why it hurts?
I should leave, I should let him go to my house and find me there, crying my eyes out…maybe then he'll change.
But was I going to do that?
I mean, I've been waiting out here for an hour already…another one won't hurt.
"AH! Kaito!! Quit it!!"
My head instantly turned towards the sound.
"Sorry Mei…I couldn't help myself…you just look too gorgeous right now."
"Awww….. Kaito…"
Tears welled up in my eyes and I tore myself away from the couple. They seemed so in love…. It was so sweet.
I'm getting my hopes up again.
Len would only do that if he were in one of his perverted moods.
Another sigh…
Only another 55 minutes to wait….
I was startled awake by a warm hand laying itself on my shoulder
"You're going to get kidnapped if you keep falling asleep in public places like that you know."
Instantly, the temptation to ask if he even cared popped into my head.
"And if that happened I might as well die." My boyfriend kissed my cheek, hugging me tight.
"You're late." Though it didn't out as bitter as I had hoped, Len noticed.
"I know, and I'm sorry. It won't happen again, I promise." He said this almost automatically, as if he'd rehearsed it so many times before.
It was just something to try and get me to be quiet and forget about it. Truly, I knew they were just untruthful words.
He was never truly sorry…he never will be. Somehow, that thought voiced itself before I could pull it back and lock it up in my head.
"You don't need to lie to me Len. I know you're not sorry, so just save your breath."
My boyfriend pulled back in surprise.
"Rin? Are you feeling alright?" he put his hand to my forehead.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Despite my efforts, I felt a wave of heat flush across my cheeks.
"Look at me," Len pushed my chin up, forcing me to look him dead in the eyes. "I honestly can say that I'm sorry. I made reservations and everything- just like we planned."
"I-I…I need to be somewhere…just call me when you actually want to care about us, okay Len."
"NO. You've done this since our first date, I KNOW you're not sorry. I-I…" my voice choked up and without another word I ran. I didn't care where I was going; I just had to leave….
I couldn't let him see my tears
----2 Days Later----

"I love you Rin…
I love you"
. He said that to me…he lied to me.
He said he cared…. But I can't find it in my heart to believe him.
It hurts to believe him…. I shut my apartment door behind me and allowed myself to slump against its chilled wood. Tears began to fall from my eyes just as they had yesterday. I still love Len. I don't want to. After all this shit he's put me through why should I…?
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I heard my cell phone ring. Instinctively, I reached for it and looked on the screen.
No missed calls, no new messages
Two days after our fight and he still hasn't called.
I knew he didn't love me.
Do you think I should call and apologize? I mean I was the one who left him…
I quickly dried my tears with my sleeve and typed up Len's number.
But what if he's already deleted my number…what if he asks who I am? Then that would make it seem like I'm desperate!
I exited the call screen and slipped my phone back into my pocket with a sigh. I guess this is it….I'm no longer the lover of Len Kagamine…
What made him change his mind? It's not like he never yelled at me before or after one of our dates…. he honestly had it coming to him.
Was it because I don't speak formally enough?
Or because I'm sometimes restless?
Maybe it's because sometimes….I…enjoy using *"sentence enhancers" when they're not needed?
Is it because I get too jealous and proud?
I looked to my full length mirror in the corner of the room, finding every little problem- picking myself apart strand by strand.
Is it because I look childish? Or because I'm shorter? No, it has to be that I don't have a sexy enough body! Right? Or maybe he just doesn't like my hair color….OH! It's because I can't control myself, isn't it?
I just wish he would tell me…I know now I can't live without Len…I'll let him change me- mold me however he wants…I promise I will!
*It's an inside joke…sorry. XD My GUMI friend and I use it as a generalization of curse words ^_^*
I just decided to repost the majority of it all together again :/

Rin: You're here~
Len: Coming Soon~~

If you fave, please leave a comment telling me what you liked or disliked about the story! I read EVERY comment, even if I don't always answer, and I always try to take those comments into consideration while writing.

Thank you, and enjoy!
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kitty-princesss Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2016  New Deviant
Uhm... not to be mean or rude or pushy but... when ish chu gonna finishhhhhhh
Satomi-Lotus Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist
Are you still working on this?
FreeSpiritofKY Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Slowly but surely, yes. The finished version should be posted by the end of this year (procrastination included~) :3
Satomi-Lotus Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist
Okay, cool! I get it. (Is a Fellow Procrastinator) Thanks! :happybounce: 
Darkheartedone15 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
Awesome I loved it!!Just great !!!
But please finish the suspense is killing me
FreeSpiritofKY Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I will try my hardest! >: D
Darkheartedone15 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
LunaLayosa-1031 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist
I can't wait to see what happens!!! I smell tradgey...I hope it is...WHY DO I WANT THAT!!!!! Iwanna see them happy together but I also wanna see tears!!! :nuu:

Please kill me after your done with the story. I wanna read more!!!!
FreeSpiritofKY Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD I'm glad that you enjoyed it~ :iconrinlenglompplz:
But...I don't wanna kill you ;-;
TwilightOcean13 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Student General Artist
I liked the way you put everything together, but it is kind of disjointed around the end of each paragraph. I feel as though I am missing something... You jump around in time a lot so it can be confusing but I got the gist of it. :D
FreeSpiritofKY Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I kinda get what you're saying but- if you could- could you be a little more specific ^^;
I would like to try and fix this, so this is why I am asking...
TwilightOcean13 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Sorry about the vagueness..^^;. Okay so I got the first paragraph but the second paragraph, i thought for a second that it may be in len's perspective at first but then I read further and sort of sorted it out that we were still in Rin's POV. But then the third paragraph was a time jump, i got the first jump between paragrpahs 1 & 2 because she's asleep. But then between paragraph 2 & 3 we either jumped places, times, or both and Im not sure what the case is here. Only because I dont undesrtand what wall she slumped against or what time it is other than "...2 days after our fight...". And there is not too bad a time jump between paragraphs 3 & 4 but it gets kind of disjointed in that her thoughts are really made clear...but the setting's not. Like she starts doubting her importance to him in every way and then she decides that she loves him anyway...I believe that is what you're trying to convey. That part is obvious but I dont understand her saying "...I looked to my full length mirror in the corner of the room..." What room? Is it the same room as before? Cause I got confused on setting here. :confused:
FreeSpiritofKY Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Alright! >////> I was kinda just typing to get to the end and I see your point. I didn't really think the placement of the wall was important but I guess it is (if that's what you're saying) XD and I now see the issue with the setting and skips and breaks in awkward places. Thank you very much for your input ^^;
TwilightOcean13 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Student General Artist
Glad I could help! :D
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